On the hardest of days…

Today is a hard day. It’s my five year wedding anniversary, a day that should be celebrated and rejoiced over. Instead, I have been fighting back tears, struggling to go on, and finding joy and laughter where I can. On days like these, it’s easy for me to feel forgotten, alone, abandoned. It’s easy to accept the lie that God hates me and wants me to struggle forever.

But I am not alone. I am not forgotten. I am not abandoned. Things look bleak, and they have for a while, but God does not hate me.

He is for me.

 

So faithful, so constant and so true
So powerful in all You do
You fill me, You see me
You know my every move
You love for me to sing to You

I know that You are for me, I know that You are for me
I know that You will never forsake me in my weakness
And I know that You have come now even if to write upon my heart
To remind me who You are

So patient, so gracious, so merciful and true
So wonderful in all You do
You fill me, You see me
You know my every move
You love for me to sing to You
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsty.com/kari-jobe-you-are-for-me-lyrics.html ]
Lord, I know that You are for me, I know that You are for me
I know that You will never forsake me in my weakness
And I know that You have come now even if to write upon my heart
To remind me

Lord, I know that You are for me, I know that You are for me
I know that You will never forsake me in my weakness
And I know that You have come now even if to write upon my heart
To remind me who You are
To remind me

I know that You are for me, I know that You are for me
I know that You will never forsake me in my weakness
And I know that You have come now even if to write upon my heart
To remind me who You are

song lyrics by Kari Jobe

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