Hi. You are three months old now. You can hold your head up, you smile and laugh. You also lose it when we go somewhere new or there is too much going on. I totally get that. I’m the same way, I just have words to express it.
I have been praying for you since the day I found out you were on your way. I have been praying for you to be kind, brave, and open. I have prayed for you to be healthy, happy, and free from heartache.
But, really, what I have prayed is that God would save your soul. That He would open up your heart, and that, in turn, you would let Him in.
Today, I heard a new song. I sat there, and I prayed it for you.
I have dreams for you, son. I want you to grow up, learn, go to college, love to read, and marry a really nice girl who loves you as much as I do. I want you to impact the world for good. I want you to hug orphans and feed the hungry. I want you to see the world and worship the God who made it.
But the truth is my plans are nothing compared to what God has for you.
The song says:
I have a plan for you. I have a plan for you.
It’s gonna be wild.
It’s gonna be great.
It’s gonna be full of Me.
And, I want this song to be your anthem, Wilson. I want you to open your heart to Jesus. He has some wild plans for you. They are going to be great. They are going to be scary sometimes. They are going to be confusing. They will make you laugh and cry and wonder.
But, they will be full of Him. And that’s the best part.
Daddy and I love you. So much. And God loves you so much more.
He has a plan for you.
I love you,